The other women

a couple of months ago i was going through some problems with forever, and i knew there was some one else on the side, its just a hunch i feeling you get. i wrote him an email @ the time but i never sent it. i have decided to share it with you...


Where did you too meet? When? Do you love her? Merta7 weyaha?
Answer me. Did she make you forget our time together? How could you? How could you move on so easily? Don’t you realize your killing me? You hurt me numerous times, but this bates all the other out. If by letting me know you want me to hate you? I don’t. In fact I pity myself for loving you more than I love myself.
I deserve to be happy. Don’t you think I deserve to be happy?
You’re my happiness and my sadness wrapped up in one.
Let him go. Move on. You deserve better. We see things you don’t see. These phrases I keep on hearing every day but once there said to be I block it out. They don’t understand. How could they understand if you yourself don’t understand?
Fuck you. I’m so angry. You deserted me when I was fragile. You broke me in to a million pieces. You made me feel that I = nothing. Well fuck you. Who the fuck do you think you are? Do you think you’re invincible? Do you think that the pain you inflicted upon others wont haunt you?
WAKE UP ASSHOLE YOU HAVE CAUSED ME ENOUGH DAMAGE TO LAST A LIFE TIME.
I FEEL AS IF I CANT LOVE ANYONE I CANT TRUST ANYONE I CANT GET ATTACHED TO ANYONE AGAIN. You made me feel worthless.
How the hell can u say that you love me that you want the best for me when you keep hurting me. Because you are selfish. You just say that to make yourself feel better for the pain that you are causing me.
But I hope that the day will come when you realize that you lost the best damn thing you ever had. Me.